HI ALL!

Last week I stayed the same so I was too annoyed to even write about it. This week I'm down 2 pounds. Down to 204.5, IM DYING TO GET DOWN TO 199. I'd feel so much better knowing that I dont weigh over 200 pounds. UGH!

Well the scale didn't like me today I guess. I only lost .5 of a pound. UGH. That brings me to 206.5.. with a total loooooooss of 20 pounds. Well my goal for each month is 10 pounds.. I've almost been on this for 2 months so I guess I'm doing okay. I'm kinda disappointed but whatever! I have to go get ready for class, but I'll be writing again later about this guy I met!

This week is kinda disappointing.

I'm down 1 pound but I guess it's acceptable because last week a lost 3.5. So I'm down to 207. I'm dying to get past the 200 point. I'll be so happy when I finally see 199. But I'm doing okay. I pair of jeans that used to not fit me, now fit me. I think I feel a def difference in my tummy area because I also tried on a few shirts I had that were wayy too tight on the midsection and they fit a lot better now. So I'm getting there. I guess it just takes time.

Been really busy with school and work. Worked all weekend. Kinda good because I was dreading Valentine's day, so work took my mind off it. However, my brother and dad both must of felt bad for me because my brother bought me flowers and my dad gave me money. Ha. A pity gift I suppose, but I'll take it!

Everything else is going well. I have been getting severe headaches maybe miagranes almost every day. At least once. I don't know what it's from but I had a bunch of blood tests back in November to see if it was Diabetes, etc and everything came out fine. It usually happens when I don't drink/eat for a period of time. (3 or so hours) I'd love to figure out what it is but.. I guess time will tell? Since my GP doctor cant! Hah!

Weigh in Day.

208. For a total of 3.5 pounds. WOW. This cannot be true!

226.5 was my starting weight January 1st! I'm just amazed that the weight it coming off this fast. I'm really happy actually. Wow. I just can't believe it! I've been soo busy I havent had time to think about it. I guess I deserve a pat on the back! *pats self on back* So the weather is getting nice and I'm on a consistant trail of loosing weight. I havent felt this good in a long time!


18.5 pounds gone since January 1st!

Weigh in day.

211.5 for a loss of 1.5 lbs..

I guess that isnt bad for just eating healthy. I dont know if weighing in while it being that time of the month has anything to do with it, but I'm not going to give excuses. I've been eating well, I havent cheated. I haven't added exercise in, however I may start walking on the treadmill tomorrow. We'll see. My goal each month is to get rid of 10 pounds. I lost a total of 14.5 so far total so I think I'm doing well.

I didnt eat much yesterday or Sunday because I've been extremely busy, I know that isn't an excuse and NOT eating does NOT cause you to cut more weight.. I would say today's weigh in prooves that! But overall I'm doing well.

Well I must go get ready for class!

Well it's been a month...

Over this past month, I've learned a lot and felt better than I have in the past 6 months! I'm eating better and have my mindset where it should be. I'm hoping this next month goes just as well as January did and I continue to walk on.

This month my goal is to drink more water! I usually drink 1.5 liters a day, but I've been told that isnt enough so I'm going to try to drink 2.5-3! The more water the better I suppose! I have been drinking mostly water, only a diet soda once in awhile (read: every other week) when I go out to eat or something. Overall, it's mostly water. I do throw in a flavored water a few times (Sam's club clear water, omg soo good) but other than that it's always water.

Also, I've decided to be more positive.. so starting out I'm going to list 10 things that I like or positive things about me. (taken from scalejunkie)

So here we go:


- When I start something.. I finish it.
- I have a good sense of humor.
- I can make people laugh.
- I'm a leader, not a follower.
- I'm learning to love myself, inside and.. out.
- Excuses are not my friend and over this past month, I've been using them less and less.
- I'm always on time, if not early!
- I used to dread the scale, now I'm learning to embrace it.
- I try to see the good in everyone and I'm less judging of people.
- I have a good sense of who I am on the inside, I just have to figure out who I am on the outside.



So overall, good month. Lost 13 heavy pounds.

Goodbye January.. hello Febuary!

A vent.

Okay, I know this blog is mostly about weight loss, etc.. but I need to take a moment and VENT about people. Most people suck and most people I really don't like. Which brings me to MEN. Most men suck, and if they don't suck.. they're either gay or taken. Which totally sucks for me. I'm not THAT picky, I mean I have to be SOMEWHAT attracted to you.. but anyway. I hate men who tell me they are going to call me and don't. Seriously.. what's the point? I see no harm in telling me straight up that you are NOT going to call, instead of telling me you ARE and never do. Seriously, I'm a straight up girl..I tell it like it is.. SO WHY CANT MOST MEN?

I feel like I'm destined to be alone. I guess it's because I'm fat. I mean my personality is awesome, I guess my fat ass is the thing that is holding me back.. and I guess meeting guys is also kind of hard for me. I work with all women and all my classes are women.. or men with women.

I feel like I'm getting old.. alone. Yes I'm only 22. But seriously, I want to meet someone so bad. I've been single for over a year.... and that's a LONG time. I just want to feel love, to have someone. I guess, I don't know. I guess there is something wrong with me, I'm not good enough.. or I'm not the type you want to date.. but just fuck. I get that a lot too. Ugh.

I give up on men.
They make me depressed.

Overall..

Well! Hi Everyone! I'm doing okay, my wisdom teeth are OUT and the pain is overall gone. However, my left side still hurts a little bit and it's sort of still swollen with a black and blue! I was hoping it went away by now (in time for class) but now it looks like a dirt spot more than a black and blue. LOL.

I'm down to 213.5!! That's 3.5 pounds this week! Down from 226.5 to 213.5 for a total of 13 pounds since January 1st! For a total of WOW. I'm amazed. I ate mostly weight watchers ice cream and noodles this week, because I couldnt eat real food! So I'm amazed I lost at all! But I'm verrrry happy!

Overall I think I'm doing pretty well.. and once I startt adding exercising to the mix I think I will be doing even BETTER. My goal is 10 pounds a month so I'm on track so far!

What about ya'll? How are you guys doing? Hope everyone is having a good week! They're expecting 4-6 inches of snow tonight, BOY DO I HATE SNOW.

I'm miserable.

I got my wisdom teeth removed yesterday.. ALL FOUR!

.....And let's just say I resemble a chipmunk!

I really hope this doesn't screw up my weight loss!

Making me gain!

I haven't been eating much since yesterday, no appetite and well.. can only eat certain things! I've been making milkshakes with Skim milk and 1 point WW fudge sticks. OMG soo good and only 3 points. And sugar free applesauce. Not much else, just chicken noodle soup but less than a cup.

I also notice a black and blue starting to form on my left cheek! I've had ice on my face like the whole day trying to avoid the swelling and brusing...Not attractive.. lol. And the bleeding FINALLY stopped last night. FINALLY!

Let's just pray I can start eating normally by monday because IDK how much longer I can have milkshakes without gaining weight!

Is this normal?

I've been feeling GREAT! I don't know why though maybe it's my change of pace or my different eating habits.. but oh MAN I feel really good!

This week I lost 2.5 pounds! So I'm down to 217! So a total of 9.5 pounds since January 1st! That alone makes me happy too! I feel like I'm on a good pace of loosing..I feel like I'm doing really good and I barely have cravings to cheat and I do get those feelings I chew on a piece of gum or have some fruit/veggies! I'm just so happy. I mean 10 pounds probably isn't noticeable but I just feel a lot better already! I can't imagine how I'll feel once I get down 50 pounds! I go food shopping and go down all the isles.. looking at the labels to things I used to eat.. a lot. And wow I can't believe I ate some of the stuff I did! Now I always look at labels.

But Anyway, Cheers to a good week! Thursday I get my wisdom teeth out.. all four. WOW. I'll probably be in a lot of pain and we'll see what I'll be able to manage to eat.